decided not to retake the o levels

first week in cj over

went back the other day to cat high
everyone was so tired
but their day was brightened up by us
so were ours
really rare to see teachers smile
even rarer to see them smile so easily

all that talk abt topping
as if its so easy
PLEASE DO
the normal response
i will try
it will be my goal
but it wont be easy
it definitely wont be easy
the standard is juz too wide
bridging the gap...
i need superheroes to force feed my standard up...
wonder if they exist...

i dunnoe what im doing wif my life now
i havent really thought abt it
where should i really be???
i dunnoe...
ever since i left there
and entered here
i havent really been showing any emotions or feelings to where i am
but i noe i miss back there
so do i noe that i cant stay there for i wont make it big there
a good life
vs a good life
i chose a good life

i wonder which is better