It’s the second time desperate housewives made me tear
The first was out of sheer pity
Imagine you witnessing a pregnant lady
Fall down a flight of stairs
And hurting her stomach
And they showed her plop plop plop plop PIAK
With each plop it definitely hurts you more
The second time wasn’t really a sad scenario
But it was more of the words that pricked me
We feed her
We bathe her
If you’d known me you know I wldnt do such things
I mean
Look at carlos
He sings to her
He even sings to her
Its like
Why do people do things they don’t usually do
I dunno
Its just that I feel sometimes
We ought to go out of our way to help others
It’s been a tough time for me
My kor recently left
And another of my relative abandoned us too
First was her husband at the start of the year
And now its her
And my whole conflict with my tkd club
If you’d known it you’d call me stupid
But I chose to be so for one and a half year
Only to have it climaxed at a dramatic finale
For them to see me fail
Why do some fold shut their doors upon the misery of their neighbours, while other fold open them wide?
In the thin moonlight that sifted down through the broken roof, lyf could see that his eyes looked bruised, as if he had been crying. He waded through the marsh and came to sit silently by her.
They wouldn’t help, he said at last, they turned me away, each last one of them.
Lyf was frightened. Your friends…wouldn’t tell, would they? That we’re here?
No they never would! Or…I don’t think so. Anyway I didn’t tell them where we’re hiding. But I never thought they’d send us away. Spens turned to lyf, I’m sorry lyf. I thought I had friends.
You do have friends; its just…just us. We’re beyond what they can bear.
If they were truly friends, they would have helped.
Lyf didn’t know what to say. He seemed so wretched.
She touched his shoulder, briefly. The wonder, she said, is not that folk would turn us away, but there are folk like you to borrow our troubles and make them yours. You’re risking your life for us, lyf said, I could never do that. I’d run away.
I am doing so
Wish I’d just stop
I lost my guts
I cant face up to anything
I cant concentrate
I used to be overly confident
That complacency was something I cant shake
But I am truly aware
Fully aware of my capabilities
But now
Now I cant
I don’t believe in myself anymore