its one of those nights again where i cant sleep at all
my health is taking its toll...
im getting those sickly feelings damn easily nowadays...
juz came back from rapture
really misss sa
but i dun belong there
training is getting irritating
i hate sji faggorts
once for nothing we were made to run 5 rounds
another time we did 40 push ups
today we did 120 in a row
if they fucking hell wanna play the fool and are fucking totally unserious abt training
they can fucking hell fuck off
we dun need such fuckers in our fucking team
im like getting bruises here and there
and my body aches all the time now
and i need to study
so it doesnt help at all
think i finally found my momentum to study
but pw is draining my resources...
i hope i will blog differently soon