ok i havent been seriously and i do mean seriously blogging for like eternity

thing is... i juz cant get into the mood of writing... of expressing my thoughts in words... thus so... the decline in my standard of english... such incompetecy... cant live up to my previous fame anymore... and i certainly cant be writing 2 essays a term rite?

not just that... in fact everything... every subject... wad am i doing? why do i slack so much? just feel that i have lost all interests in studies

when i get the mood... when the interest is back... then maybe u will see the results sore... man i tot i wld write long... okok tok abt my life... wad has happened...

my com arrived on sat... been dling songs naruto since then... jay's songs are damn nice... type which u can listen over and over again... but i think im over doing it... kinda getting sian le... and the naruto... damn ironic... such a gd com to dl... but no one who has it is always online... so at certain times of the day... the dling is like halted...

then songs... wad songs shd i dl? gimme a list... i complete it in a day

and this com... no word... no ppt... no microsoft office... was looking forward to printing all my stuff tts hoarded in my thumb drive... cos old com cant access tt... wad u expect of an 8 yr old crap metal... w/o me to upgrade it all the time... i dun think i cld even play W3 lor... now got this com... shd be in full swing once i get all the technical part done...

haiz

these few days... where do i start?

motivational workshop... o.0 wad was gd abt it ar? oh the orange squash was nice at first... the paos were okay... the fruit cake was too buttery... and i dun think i remembered anything else... pure crap and more crap... i was motivated to do worse for the sch... expect me to slack more... and expect my conscience to continue stabbing me...

actually there's a pain worse than tt... worse than external physical pain... im sure none of u haf this... a pain in the backBONE... the type where ur backbone suddenly has this continuous slight pain... juz slightly so its bearable... but enough to make u feel EEEEEEEEEEEEEEURGh... i mean a gash or a cut can heal and no longer pains... a headache i get one at least once a week... lack of slp... is nothing compared to tt...

yes diverge... tok more...

ok... then recently... peck eng say got njc vjc competition... make me in charge of both... fine... jc maths nia... hard meh? then i think im more or less taken out of the interschool science quiz thing... but how abt the Great Science Challenge... fuck jeffrey lar... like i care... i haf enough things on my shoulders le...

nice of chung to support me wif her ever trememdous load of hw... and oh how nice... the cl prelim is in exactly 30 days... and goh hock meng is SSSSSSOOOO hardworking... ifeelsomotivatedtodowellenoughtopass... lemme put in the punctuations... i feel so motivated to do... well... enough to pass... haiya im screwing up my studies lar...

recently chat wif an old fren... its like damn ironic lar... last yr i did study but not say alot... and i did get gd results... and last yr... everyone was playing like fuck... and they now are mugging like fuck... and wad am i doing this yr... making up for my lost slack? and theres noone to slack wif me... its like tok wif them... awhile nia say wanna go study le... then they are like OI DARRYL... Sec 4 leh... muz bia... so... i told my old fren tt i was doing the inverse of wad i was doing last yr... and he was like so damn shocked lor... he was like... does it mean its bad? seriously speaking... does it? so wad if i slack... i can still get gd results u noe... well i lied... i havent mastered tt skill which pple like wilson has... never mug... never bring calculator and can get an almost perfect score... i am trying to master tt this yr... but seriously dunnoe how he does it...

damn sian this yr... my life is getting more despondant as it goes on... i mean i study less... but not so significantly... cos i really dont study much... so the more time i haf... shd be used to make myself more happy... but am i really? i mean... i am damn fucking happy when im wif my 2703 brethren... and time passes damn fucking faster when im wif them... so much for happiness... i dun get tt from my family so enjoy urs if u do...