damn scary today....someone pai kia told me...he wan go njc...or rjc...tts why he so seldom online...

i was like...wad...serious...then i ask more abt him...and ooh la la...found out his life is the converse of mine....

sssooooooooooo....it makes me ponder more...abt myself and all...

found it weird tt i cld blade when i was young...but cant blade now...

still cant get the bike i wanted...but at least can learn guitar...it sounds optimistic not???

haiz...wad am i really doing with my life...


this year...arrrrrrrrrhhhhhhhhhhhh....im so screwed this year...maybe i cant get used to the transposition of living life another way...neither am i keen on reverting back...


i really dun noe wad im doing lar...having fun screwing myself =_= yeah!!!

then i go read pples blog while watching american idol...somehow...i haf this sickness...

i cant sleep before twelve...most of the time lar...tts why this year im like so tired everyday...the fucking 5 day week...make me cannnot slp in afternoon and then next early morn study...

really damn fucked up...this yr...so tired everyday...

now back to the issue about friends...

it is true that 2703 has passed...3-8 too...and 4-8 shd be over soon...

it doesnt fly...but more of cruises at its pace...tts too hard for us to keep time with...
so true it is that when the broth is thickening...the water is lost...
i being the sour grape...

i think i shd start speaking something more universal...

it is seriously true tt i have always been treating my friends as the most important kin in my life... pple tt i can count on...and so on...(yucks...so mushy...tts why i dun usually...in fact never b4 tok abt this type of things...) u all noe...tt i hate my parents...always quarrel...live a fucked up life...

so...well...this is our last year...together in the same school...its like...for fucks sake...wad are we doing...hello...this is our last year together...wad am i saying...i just wish...well...for all our future endeavours...we always haf one another in one anothers hearts...